The Aftermath

Dear Yo Mama,

I have a friend who gave birth to a beautiful baby boy 3 weeks ago.  She had a very difficult home birth and is now facing at least a year of recovery time with the possibility of sustaining permanent damage.  She spent 20 hours in hard labor at home when the midwife should have recommended going to the hospital after two hours, and now she has significant nerve damage in her pelvic and sacrum regions among other injuries.  She is not allowed to carry her baby and is receiving alot of help from family and friends, thank goodness!  She sees many doctors for various therapies, but we would like to get her some alternative treatments as well so that we can help her get healed more quickly and hopefully avoid her sustaining permanent damage.  Are there any acupuncturists in boulder that you can recommend for post-partum issues such as hers?  My partner and I want to gift this to her since they are overloaded with medical bills at this point.

                                                                          Thank you,
                                                                                   A concerned friend

Dear Concerned Friend,

      I am so sorry to hear about your friend's birth.  Birth, even at it's best, is traumatic, and it sounds like your friend had an especially rough go of it.  It's important for the mama and family to heal from birth, and that can be challenging during the post partum demanding time.  I would encourage her to come at her recovery from as many angles as possible. 

       First, physical healing, as that is the most pressing.  Working with a physical therapist like Lynn Leech, can help with any pelvic floor issues, bladder prolapse, uterine alignment issues, etc.  Lynn is not only a sensitive and skilled physical therapist, but she is truly a healer.

       My favorite acupuncturist remains Dr. Jake Fratkin.  I've been seeing him personally since I was in highschool, and his talents are unparalleled.    He can also check her thyroid, her adrenals, and her liver, to make sure all other systems are in the best working order.

       After some of the more physical things have been resolved, or even at the same time, I would consider the immense emotional and spiritual healing that needs to happen as well.  Nora Swan Foster is my favorite therapist that works with these issues, she is extraordinary.  And I would also consider a trauma therapist, like Dawn Larson to work around the birth trauma as well.

       Lastly, I would consider some really juicy post-partum support like a post partum doula.  My favorite is Sonya Bastow, she works with ayurvedic foods, and super nourishing ayurvedic massage.  She is extraordinary at making families feel cared for in the post partum period.

Okay, that should give you a good place to start! 

Let me know if I can help in any other way!

Yo Mama

The Swine Truth

Dear Yo Mama,

I am not sure what to do about flu season this year.  I'm getting a lot of different information from different sources.  What do you think about swine flu and the regular flu shot? I am at a loss. I want my baby to be safe this year.  She is seven months old, not in day care, and generally healthy.  Her father works at a school however, and tends to bring germs home.  I would love to hear your take on this.

                                                                             Sincerely,

                                                                                   Conflused

Dear Conflused,

       I don't think there is one "right" answer.  It is always a risk/benefit question, and frankly a bit of a guessing game.  There is the risk of actually getting the disease, and the risk of the vaccine itself.  Each family must weigh those factors and try to find the best decision for their family.  Now, add a media that tends to love hype, and a drug industry that is corrupt at times, and try to come to a place of clarity and it gets very tough.

      What I can offer you is this:  Finding a calm center is the first step.  Then, listen to a few people that you trust.  One may be your pediatrician, one could be someone else.  Try not to listen to sources that are not respected.  Watch out for random internet searches. Here is a link that you might find useful.  I know it is more information, but it is a respected source, and helped me find clarity for my family.  Dr. Jay Gordon is a wonderful MD in Los Angeles, and his site is filled with good information.

Dr. Jay Gordon's Blog

        I can completely relate, as we took our little man in today for his Six month appointment, all set to do our one vaccination that we have decided on, and within minutes of our appointment starting, we were entertaining both flu shots.  We made it out of there with our original plan intact, but it was a challenge.  It's amazing how fear can alter your thinking.

        So, take a deep breath, enjoy the reading, and best of luck with your conflusion.  You will know what to do.  It's always there, deep in your gut, if you can get quiet enough to hear. 

Pregnancy and Worry

Dear Katie,

I recently found out I am pregnant. I am overjoyed, but find myself completely wrought with anxiety. I worry about everything. Am I making the right choices? Eating the right foods? Is my baby okay? I am so concerned with these things, I'm having a hard time enjoying being pregnant. Do you have any simple advice on a how to get over this anxiety? I picked up a few books, but mostly they are filling me with more fear. And then I worry that the fear will affect my baby adversely as well. I was a worry wart before I was pregnant, but it seems much worse now. I look forward to hearing from you, soon...

                                                       Love, Knocked Up and Nervous

Dear Nervous,

Let me assure you that you are completely normal. When I was newly pregnant, I worried about everything. I worried I had too many symptoms, or too few. On a purely physical level, the increase in estrogen has us ramped up right from the beginning. And, our lives are profoundly changing, which most women feel the minute they see a positive pregnancy test. We often feel we are the only woman to ever feel this way. Though your feelings are common, you also want to work with them, so you can enjoy the process.

First of all, try to have one set of feelings. Worrying about the worry itself is one of those useless activities of the mind. Feel whatever feelings arise, and give yourself love, like you would if your child had those feelings.

Next, BREATHE and stay present. A wise teacher said "Fear is excitement without the breath." Take a deep breath like you are blowing out your candles on a birthday cake. Beneath all this worry is the deep excitement that you are a mom! Especially given the current climate in our culture, it's easy to get lost in all the what-ifs. By staying present now, the future takes care of itself.

Get to know your mind. Know your triggers, and rougher times of day. For most of us, the mind is more active at night. We have a rule in our house that we don't talk about money right before going to bed. Find the things that calm your mind, whether it is a hot bath, a long walk in nature, a great massage, or reading Harry Potter. And watch your sleep. Many fears are born from not enough sleep.

Find some tools or teachers to work with. Sometimes writing down your thoughts can be useful. Get it out of your head, and look at what you've written. Ask yourself, "Is this true?" Take the questioning further, "Is this thought helpful to me?" "Is there another way I could look at this right now?" Meditation and prayer are also a great balm for the mind. Give your worries away to something bigger than yourself. Start with five minutes a day, sit and breathe, and listen to your own heart. Byron Katie and Pema Chodron are excellent teachers for working with your mind. (see references below) If you feel that things are getting beyond your control, don't be afraid to ask for professional help as well. Art therapy, as well as traditional counseling and psychiatry can all be helpful as well.

When it comes to choices, follow your instincts, above all. A lot of Pregnancy books on the market seem to give you even more to worry about. Does it feel good to eat a certain food? Have that food! Watch the sugar intake, as well, because sugar can increase moodiness. I have written more about diet, exercise and health in my blog entry about happy, healthy pregnancy.

Lastly, connect with the miracle of your baby. Try to trust that all is going well in there. Babies are resiliant, amazing little creatures, and they have a wisdom to build themselves cell by cell, without our involvement.

So, welcome to the world of motherhood. As I sit here with my three month old, I can't tell you that the anxiety goes away. It shifts, and so can our relationship to it. As mothers, we will always worry. The mission is to steady ourselves so the worry doesn't keep us from the deep joy of being a mom.

Wishing you peace, joy and deep breaths,

Katie